S...S-Saihara-chan... [Does hearing that hurt or help him? It's hard to tell from the sound of his voice, thick with pain and grief. He just...it's so hard for him to accept that it's okay. He can't accept it himself, can't even try and forgive himself, so how can anyone else? How can Shuichi?
He lifts his head enough to make it easier to dry his eyes for him, but isn't looking at the detective. Even when he does eventually open his eyes, they're turned away from him, unable to bring himself to look at his friend...he doesn't know what to say.]
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He lifts his head enough to make it easier to dry his eyes for him, but isn't looking at the detective. Even when he does eventually open his eyes, they're turned away from him, unable to bring himself to look at his friend...he doesn't know what to say.]
...I-I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
[So he just apologizes again.]