Shuichi "Beta-est of Betas" Saihara ✯ 最原 終一 (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
diffidentive) wrote2021-07-28 06:48 pm
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diffidentive) wrote2021-07-28 06:48 pm
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but
hope not to find out?
means do not wish to go home?
world i was before was like this one but not
god there also want us to touch for energy
but not gem is controlling
moon is
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so I'm hoping if we ever figure out a way back home, we'll also figure out a way to stay here
I haven't been here long but this place seems nice enough and I'd really rather not go for a third round of universal kidnapping
but I see
did the moon make you transform too or are the transformations part of the "not" that makes noctium different than where you were before
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i is sorry for this.
if is helpful
in world i was before
when gods were satisfied
we had choice
stay there or go home
i go home but
choice was had.
possible if MALACHITE satisfied
could be same?
moon was making transform also
shape is different
but lewd is same.
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even if it's not a guarantee just the fact that it happened in at least one world gives me a little hope that it will hold true here too
but I'm really sorry to hear that you ended up in this place instead of home
that's awful not to mention unfair
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is not guarantee but
is possible.
thank you.
i was able to go home for short time
one year and half
daughter could be born
but then
here.
again.
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I figured you just wound up here immediately instead of going home but that's even worse
I'm so sorry
I know it's not my fault but somebody should be sorry
not just to you but to your daughter as well it's just so unfair
[There are other questions he wants to ask, but not only would voicing them right now be a little insensitive, he's just too incensed by this bullshit to do so. This is one of the cruelest situations he's ever heard of.]
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i can not think is worse option though
was longing to meet daughter
and now could
but yes
it is unfair.
i do not know why i is so unlucky to be taken twice.
bad karma?
i is not person who foreign god should think is good choice for solving problem in other world.
is not adventurer or hero or magic or technology person.
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I think a lot of the time they just grab whoever they can
that said I don't think it's bad karma that landed you in this situation twice
you'd have to do something really terrible to deserve being separated from the home you just returned to and your baby the way you were
maybe it wasn't the worse option but it was definitely the crueler option
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i meet many people
and so many is important person
hero, adventurer, magic having person, much smart person
not so many daughter of rice farmers
but perhaps is so
random bad luck
result i suppose
is same.
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that god didn't have good intentions so it made it a little easier to see that she didn't have as much control as she'd like
to achieve her goals she needed cruel people with no respect for human life people who were already monsters on the inside
but few of the people she brought to that world were like that
maybe it's different here though maybe Malachite has more control than the fog god did
and if they do then I think I can see why they'd pick someone like you even if they should have just left you alone with your family
not only do you have experience with this sort of situation but all they want us to do is bond with other people
sure we generate the most manna by bonding through sexual means but holding hands and even just talking are valid means of solving the problem this world has
and if that's all the problem is then the daughter of a rice farmer is just as good a choice as a hero or an adventurer
especially one who's as kind and considerate as you seem to be
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more sympathies...
but
oh
i see
the way you are saying it
it does make more sense
now that touch has become like money prostitution
sometimes i am more slow to touch
do not want someone to feel like is just for coin
what should be shared and free
but
i 's mother always says
i have two hearts!
so can care more than other people
this is not true because
all jinba has two is not just i
but
should still try to care more i think is best way
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yes she was
I think you have it right though
it's good to care about others as much as you can especially in situations like this
this world is peaceful but that doesn't necessarily mean that it's easy for everyone to cope or adjust
so that's a good outlook to have
so is jinba what they call centaurs in your version of japan then
[He's only ever heard "jinba" used to refer to horse and rider archery, rather than centaurs. But it makes sense, especially since she's clearly from a world where they're real.]
[Why on earth would Japanese horse people refer to themselves by a Roman name?]
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yes
people here say CENTAUR
but is jinba
CENTAUR is from place called GREEK
also teeth is flat
and i am told all is more like beast than people
except one called CHIRON
but all jinba is people
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the country is greece and something from greece is greek
but I'm not surprised most people say centaur I think in most versions of Earth that's the best-known mythology that contains beings who are half human and half horse
so when they see someone who's human from the waist up and horse from the waist down they just assume centaur
are there other jinba here too or are you the only one
I just don't want to make the mistake of using the wrong term if there are
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yes this one.
there is other yes.
CHIRON was here, now is gone.
so if you see what you think is CENTAUR
and is not GEM shape changing time
should be jinba!
and if see one with no arm
please be kind to
is uncle.
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that happened to me last month
so I definitely wouldn't assume anything during that time
of course I'll be nice if I meet your uncle though
I try to be nice to everyone unless they give me a very good reason not to
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what was type?
there is some many
UNICORN with horn
also kirin like dragon horse
KELPIE that like water
like this?
thank you
i would be appreciating
i want uncle to meet many nice humans
correction for you
human shaped person.
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[And on the other, other hand...she corrected herself immediately. That makes him a little sad even though he's sure she's just trying to be polite.]
unicorn
or a weird mix of unicorn and demon at least
I definitely didn't look like a typical unicorn
If I ever happen across him I'll do my best :)
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in i 's world we have no such creature
most close is kirin?
but everyone here say UNICORN has power
and can see virgin
strange talent.
thank you!!
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both unicorns and kirin are mythological but unicorns are a western creature and kirin are just kind of the closest approximation we have in our mythology
even though they're pretty different
but they're right about the seeing virginity thing
it was more like a sense than a sight for me though
strange ability either way though you're 100% right about that
you don't have to thank me but you're welcome
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for me is also
sense
of sacred body nature.
not wanting to know other person's private affairs, but...
is fine!
we will be UNICORN friends
okay?
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I didn't realize you had been a unicorn too
I feel silly confirming something you already had first hand knowledge of
but yes I'd like that :)
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is all fine!
i did not say before so you was not knowing?
will be UNICORN friends despite this
and will be polite and try not to sense SHUICHI
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though it won't really bother me if you do
I know that sometimes that sort of thing is beyond your control so don't worry about it too much
[And Konoha seems mature and tactful enough not to like...make a big deal out of the fact that he's a virgin or judge him or anything.]
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is hard not to sense so this is good news!
[she was a virgin before she got married, Shuichi... it's nbd ur fine!!!]
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