[It's okay, he wouldn't want you to pretend something like that. Even if he whimpers a little when it's pointed out, shoulders hunching some. He blows like he's told to, hanging his head just a little more afterward. Both because he...is having a hard time believing him. Or not believing him, but more accepting what he's saying as true. But also because he's...really pathetic. Needing Shuichi to dry his eyes and help him blow his nose...but he doesn't stop him either, because it's nice. It's nice, getting this kind of attention from someone...gives him this tiny, minuscule little happy feeling deep down, under all of the awful feelings he's struggling with right now. And isn't that kind of pathetic too?]
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